i cant believe that i keep a diary since i was in form 1 which was in 2003 and it is 8 years ago..cuhhhhhrazyyyy. but it was a good thing indeed. today when i saw the diary on my stash, instantly want to reminisce days before so i flipping trough every single pages. i was so astonished and a little embarrassed when i was reading thru. i was really a 13 years old childish moving teenagers world..hahaha..i wrote how i met my good friend, kakak angkat, when i pick fight with friend, good times with them too, disappointing with my result. how i get involve in that loved dovey thing, have a crush, love letters..so much unfinished stories.. and i saw the revolution of my WRIITING..fom bulat2 ke kecik halus ke senget ke kanan,haha..that was pretty obvious. kanak2 sungguh lah.
but a good thing when u keep the diary, u know how u did wrong in your old times.and how you settle with your life and the growing too. mistakes that u've created in past resembles what you are present. reason to keep moving hence. and did something better instead.
i really having my sweet time when I was in MRSM Terendak. i learned so much. the ups and downs as a students. how i stood up for my life when i was there, i quiet impressed. you know it's a hardship to live a life without your parents 24/7 and you had to make own decison on everything. x ramai leh survive tow. *rasa bangga ngn diri sendiri* how i keep myself manageable with tight scheduls and x masuk akal rules when i am in boarding school. how i become the bottom student and then achieved ace after that. every moments is so countable. now I really miss my schoolmates and the terendakians.