rambling at dawn

2 days lagi i'll be sitting for my first paper which is Pharmaceutical Analysis.3 hours paper. and yesterday dpat carry mark.x memberangsangkan. as expected sbb test arituh agak mengaharu birukan keseluruhan carry mark. which means untuk dpat A final paper ni kene struggle ckit. tp mcm x adil plak.pikir2 balik nape ad carry mark kalo x membantu pun. after calculation been done untuk target brapa kene dpat for final exams untuk score A keseluruhan, rase mcm tinggi ya amat. cmne plak leh jd cmni. baek xyah datang tutor and xyah buat quiz and test. ok x nmpak kan kesan dia.well, atleast mesti contribute jugak.jadi x puas ati sbb kene score tinggi GILE kat final.tu yang rasa x berbaloi. tapi apepun pdan la muke. sape suh x study mase test and quiz.eheeeee.xpe..usaha saja lah.

next rase nak shout to the whole world. study weeks ni adalah the most tiring weeks ak penah rasa. SERIOUSLY.berusaha gigih from the beginning of the week smpai tiba2 sekarang, rasa yang amat MALAS. betul.my housemates buat perangai and game gila2 da nk ilangkan boring. yelah started last week. bgun pukul 11 pagi and study smpy pas subuh baru tdo.tp in the middle tu ada la tdo sejam dua jam..tp x gila kot. mana x muntah. sekarang ni agak2 ilang jugak la mood.tp semangat nk cemerlang tu masih kuat. KU GAGAHKAN JUA! hahaha...insyaAllah berbaloi.ada one of my housmate cakap, "tulah orang laen study throughout the semester, kita ni study week baru nk study,terpaksa la jadi NERD"..LOL.mmg amat betul lah sangat tuh.

and yes stress.it takes the toll on me mentally, physically and emotionally.it hits me continuously. rase inside of me ni cm nk explode dah pun. but just to remind myself ,the result at the end is not that matter, but the effort that we put is truly counted because through the end, Allah gives what we deserve.But I am hoping for the best.INSYAALLAH.

panjangnya merapu..eheeee..alrite. SOLAT SUBUH and tido.toddles.

*Listening to Edcoustic-Berubah*