sayu

tahu dan sgt tahu cuti da ckup lame da. gilerrr 4 bulan xkan xckup kot cuti.tp3..lagi lame ak duduk rumah lagi liat ak nk tinggalkan umah balik.uhuuuu sedih plak da mlm2 buta ni.. mcm2 pasaan da ni. tgk abah tengok tv sorang2 kat living hall, bleh jadi sedih plak. mula rase xckup mase spend ngn family, mule rase ak ni dok umah x membantu pun mak ngn abah aku, wt semak pun ade. mule rase sayuuuuuu melampau da ni. ni bnde ak paling nk elak bile nak naek cuti. dulu mase dok cuti xde plak pikir tahap tade function ak dok umah ni. ok sayu sgt.da leh nyanyi lagu sedih da neyh..huhu..

Selamat Hari Raya

it's been a week and 2 days late for the wish. So Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin to anyone who knows me. raya this year sgt menyeronokkan because of all the family members gathered on the first raya and dengan adanya 2 anak buah yang sgt nakal and hyperactive, rumah mmg jadi sgt merry and joyous. they enlighten the house with thier mischievous  attitude. kadang2 x sabar je layan dorang ni, tapi xde dorang rumah jadi sunyi sgt2 da. i am 21 y.o and that figures consider old to receive duet raya kan. tp guess that wrong, i receive almost rm300 this year. yipppie.. rase ckup muda dah when receive the duet raya. btw the fact is selagi u all xkawen,we deseerve duet raya ape..hehe..so to keep this brief, i upload the pics je la..bulan2 raya ni aku mmg pemalas..haha..

keeping a diary rolls me to good memories

i cant believe that i keep a diary since i was in form 1 which was in 2003 and it is 8 years ago..cuhhhhhrazyyyy. but it was a good thing indeed. today when i saw the diary on my stash, instantly want to reminisce days before so i flipping trough every single pages. i was so astonished and a little embarrassed when i was reading thru. i was really a 13 years old childish moving teenagers world..hahaha..i wrote how i met my good friend, kakak angkat, when i pick fight with friend, good times with them too, disappointing with my result. how i get involve in that loved dovey thing, have a crush, love letters..so much unfinished stories.. and i saw the revolution of my WRIITING..fom bulat2 ke kecik halus ke senget ke kanan,haha..that was pretty obvious. kanak2 sungguh lah.

but a good thing when u keep the diary, u know how u did wrong in your old times.and how you settle with your life and the growing too. mistakes that u've created in past resembles what you are present. reason to keep moving hence. and did something better instead. 

i really having my sweet time when I was in MRSM Terendak. i learned so much. the ups and downs as a students. how i stood up for my life when i was there, i quiet impressed. you know it's a hardship to live a life without your parents 24/7 and you had to make own decison on everything. x ramai leh survive tow. *rasa bangga ngn diri sendiri* how i keep myself manageable with tight scheduls and x masuk akal rules when i am in boarding school. how i become the bottom student and then achieved ace after that. every moments is so countable. now I really miss my schoolmates and the terendakians.

we dont remember days, we remember MOMENTS.

I am having so many free time but no specific things to do. so my days usually gone wasted on tv, laptop and books( specifically story book). so to filled the time in between, i browse through or i think watched is suitable to wedding videos. ok, bukan sebab x sabar nk kahwin..but because I HAVE TOO MANY NOTHING TO DO TIMES. so i went down to this link vimeo.com. this link is so familiar i guess for its production on wedding videos. ok then i watched Farah and Johan wedding higlight. and it was so indah, full of jovial, merriness, and the theme is real great. its garden theme looks so sacred. wedding is sacred anyways. along white outfits. everything looks so pure nice. 

then i went down to my friend's sister reception video. my friend is miza and her sis is khairun. miza has told me things lah ckit pasal her sis reception ni. it was all her family made themselves preparation. from the pelamin. decoration. goodie bags, in and out..everything they made themselves. they were actually buat the goodie bags their selves a year before the wedding. and you can see the outcomes was really pretty. so miza's dad told to his other daughter, next reception would be all tempah je. haha..their sweat are worthy much, the reception turned out very fascinating. inspite,i dun doubt because she and her sister are all so good in this kind of things, especially planning party ;D

Farah's reception

khairun's reception

tudung bawal versus shawl

phenomena lah skang bila sume orang pun nk pkai shawl..sume nk jadi hana tajima la..maria elena lah..fatin liyana la...aishhhh mmg lawa2 dorang ni..and trendy sgt..ak jeles gak dorang ni cantik semcm..tapi tapi tapi...penjual2 tdung ni kesian la jugak si pemakai tudung bawal ni...tahu tak kalo jalan kat bazar nk cari tudng bawal...bukan main susah skang...kalo yang tergantung tu sume shawl je..x pun tdung express..diskriminasi ni orang yg pkai tdung bawal...kalo ade pun lah kedai jual tudung bawal tu, mmg tdung bawal fesyen lama yang ade manik2 tuh...pastuh harga, jgn ckp la..mahal sungguh..mane dpat tdung bawal kat Melaka ni kalo x RM 30 keatas...kalo kat kelantan murah ckit kot..x baik lah...jgn lah tindas pemakai2 tdung bawal ni...kitorang xreti nk belit2 pkai shawl cmtuh.so kyowng old fashion je lah pakai tdung bawal..so byk kan la tdung bawal kat Melaka especiallnya..xyah nk mhl2 sgt....

bila ak tulis status kat FB pasl bnde ni...skang ade 7 likes...haha..pastuh kawan ak siap komen ckp meh wt page pasal bnde ni..sure rmai yang like...kecewa2...hahaha...naseb ak jumpe tdung bawal walaupun x bpe match ngn bju raye ak..tu yg tension tuh..ak nk raye jugak..nk gak cantik2 di pagi raye..hahaha..

selamat berbuka pose sume...sje nk letak gak gmbr bg comel skit entry..haha

Maafkan abg, nora elena..

this entry are supposed to be written few weeks back..tp sbb mase tu adelah period aku mencari ketenangan..so NO VISIBLE post lah kan...ok here goes the story:


pukul 6 ak balik umah dari keje, masuk bilik tgk ade surat daripada FAKULTI FARMASI..an official letter..nnt tgk gmbr..so time tu jantung rse dup dap dup da..adrenaline rush..mula la pk bukan2..nk kte kne reseat paper xde plak yang fail, or something to do with SOPHYS, tp asl nk bersurat bagai..or yuran xbayar ke..rase da tolak duit JPA da..then xyah nk banyak pk sgt..buka je la surat tuh..


ok isi die mmg ngade2 sgt lah...drpd Miss Syazyanti Izyanti and Futu Amin..kan nmpak x ngade2 die..pastu mmg content is totally mengarut, merepek but still the sweetest ok. ak xtahu lah dr mane idea nk bg surat susah2 post dr umah sewa kat puncak alam tu ke melaka.but u guys really did me smile..and laugh hardest..haha..maafkan abg nora elena yang xtahan tu..ok lah nk cakap korang sweet kan..sweet sgt cm GULA-GULA..haha..siap wt conspiracy ag nk mntak address.. seriously thanks because that letter kinda cheer me up.u know the crap i have gone through. ade bnde2 ngarut cm tu pun ok jugak..tp ak mintak maaf sbb mcm xlayan sgt call or msg or anything mse that time..need time of my own barang kali..tp mmg sweet sgt..ak gelak gileee..serius..ak bce kali kedua pun gelak jugak.tapelah ak xde rezeki kan..tp xleh da lah nk dok sme ngn korang..SIAPALAH saya..eheeeeeeeeeee...btw nnt belanja ak besar2an ye...you know why kan..hahaha...

nampak tak siap ada cop fakulti..sgt berusaha

there, saudaries xde kje tu and gune siap layout SOPHYS, naseb x gune layout UiTM

yang paling penting!

JIKA TIDAK SAMPAI SILA KEMBALIKAN KE NAIB CANSELOR

bayangkan kalo x sampai, xpasal2 VC terkejut dpat surat ngarut cmni..hahaha

apepun korang tetap sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet! SAYANG KORANGGG!

Let me show you something better for you.

"Jika kita ingin menjadi baik, Allah akan menghantar orang2 yang baik berkawan dengan kita"

"Berubah sedekit demi sedikit and you will feel very very happy because Islam is COOL and Islam is the only way of life."

I am really touched when I watch the video and cried my face to hear the story. I do deep thinking.